Out to sea....

and the time i had wanted to avoid is finally here...i dont think it's hit me yet...but i know when it does it'll hit me like a wave, with a rush of emotions and uncertainty.
my navy boy its time to go, where they want to send you , who knows...when you'll be back...2 months hopefully so.
in the mean time i'll wait for you to come back in your " tin can" like my brother says lol. ill drown myself in work just to not think of not speaking to you for so long. i'll wrap myself in my arms and dream they're yours, strong, warm, as they pull me closer to your heart. the nights of falling asleep on the phone will be put on hold. i know that time flies by and this will be nothing at all. i hope that you'll remain sane, bc the the thought of no sun light still makes me crazy lol. i hope that you'll remain happy with wonderful memories we've shared, i hope that they make you work so much you'll have no time for sadness...i really hope that they'll take good care of you. and i hope that whatever the navy has you doin is important enough to keep you away from us.

and i wanted to say i'm sorry again...bc i' never say the words you 'd like me to say...bc i want to be strong for you , for us...but please know that i'll be thinking of you, and its goin to sux not being able to tell you my spa drama or my momma drama. i love you navy boy!

ps. i know the sea will bring you back whiter than ever...so i'll be here ready w the tanning lotion :) lol