and then there was....LOVE!
its 3am...and my mind cant sleep..and there is one thought in my brain...what the hell is ....really...LoVe?
i have spoken to a 29 yr old and i have spoken to a 19 yr old...and i've come to no conclusion..bc in the end there is none.
when we are young we are naive, hopeful, we look to the future with a smile and believe everything will happen as they do in the fairy tales.
as we get older we realize...love is not what we believed when we were 19. the butterflies are almost non existent, hope is replaced with doubt, and the present becomes a courtroom in which we try every defendant until proven guilty.
at 19 my younging wonders if looking into the future is naive...at 23 he wonders if being non chalant about relationships makes him weird...at 27 i refuse to look at the future until i'm 100% sure i'm true to my feelings...at 29 he feels that love is not full of passion and butterflies and fireworks...but full of understanding and mutual respect and being yourself on a day to day basis
so in conclusion in my opinion, as we get older love becomes more logical...we use are brains more than our hearts, our hearts and butterflies wait in the witness room until our brain --the judge makes sense of what the defendant is really feeling...once the judge makes up his mind...the witness attests to what the defendant is feeling...but until then...sentences are denied....the heart is kept locked in a cell ..waiting to burst with life...
but never leave your head behide my young one...bc heart and logic make the best team...while heart alone...may wish the judge would of never granted parole on the defendants " pleadings"
3am..bottle of cavit..and a heart full of uncertainty, uneasiness, and a brain full of "feelings" ...ya' get me? me either...
posted by Hottie @ 11:53 PM
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