I started a blog 5 years ago...feels like an eternity...in those years there were happy times, sad times, and whole lotta growing up times. I'm grateful still to those that inspired me to share my writing (Nik, Serg, Dido). i thought maybe i should start a new blog being that my life will be going through some major changes, but i feel like this blog has carried me through very hard times so why not give it one more opportunity to cheer me up before we part ways.

i'm not a big believer of psychic's but i have been raised with an open mind to the spiritual/white magic world lol. a couple of months ago my friend took me to a psychic --as a cheer me up kind of thing. the one thing that struck out about everything she told me was the fact that she said i have too many open doors to my past and in order to move on i need to start closing some of those doors so that i can focus on the present and the future. i could not agree more. so in the spirit of changes...some doors need to be closed.

somewhere along the way i lost the passion, desire, and motivation i once had in ME. i'm happiest on the dance floor i let go of all the stress, i just dance...who cares if i look like a fool lol who cares if people think i'm wild. but that is when i'm honestly, truly happy. so now i must learn to be truly happy in other parts of my life. Because i deserve to now dedicate some time to ME. we'll see how it goes. but you guys will have to join me.