las noches son mas oscuras..

my mind wanders off back to that dark place i loved to be..
i dont know what's worse having him even if far or not having him at all..i see him in every person... feel him as if he were here..yet the darkness i missed and longed for every minute he was far..is now a darkness that saddens and brings me into a black hole of confusion...my heart and mind cant agree except on one thing...acceptance may make things easier... i know i m not supposed to but my heart needs to say it even if my mind knows better..I MISS YOU...